So...tomorrow is the last day of summer vacation, and at this moment, I am feeling unbelievably depressed.  I wanted to get so much done this summer, and...I didn't get to accomplish all that I had planned to do.  This happens all the time, so you think I'd learn to stop setting such huge goals for myself... Alas, that is not the case.

What kills me most is the fact that I have to go back.  ^^; Yeah, that doesn't make much sense, does it?  But, no, the thing is... I just don't want to see anyone.  Almost everyone I can think of wants to go back to school for at least one thing: seeing their friends... But for me...I couldn't care less.  Don't get me wrong, I love my friends... I just...don't want to see them.  Does that make any sense?

I feel sort of like I'm wasting my life away, too... You know, saying how badly I want out of high school for the above reason.  This is my Senior year, and everyone's telling me to make the best of it.  I should be enjoying the "last days of my childhood" but... I really don't know.  I just hate my Senior class... Not hate, hate... I just...ugh.  I'm not attached to it.  Is this normal?

I don't want to rush myself through life.  But I'm tired of this never-ending, redundant lifestyle.  I feel so...secluded and desolate right now.  I hate sitting here and writing about it.  It makes me feel like all I do is whine, and really, I'm not some stupid emo kid craving for attention.  Right now, I just really feel...awful.

Eh... Dinner time.  Maybe I'll ramble on a little later... Depends on my mood...meh.  Sorry.