I am such an awful person... I was in a really crappy mood - and there are these times when I'm in such a crappy mood that I get hyper.  (I really do believe something is wrong with my brain...) And so when I got off the bus to wait for the second one to pick me up, I was there with my neighbors and my little bro [he's a freshman in high school now.  gwah T^T].  So I just sort of started acting up...quoting Shakespeare in big voices with exasperated motions...and...yeah.  Then when the second bus arrived, I got on and sat in a seat by myself surrounded by a bunch of kids - bad idea.  You'd think I'd remember this after I was called a lesbian last year by these brats...but nope.  I sat there...and they started bugging me... So I got really perky and asked "Do you kids want to hear some Shakespeare?" One kid answered obnoxiously yes... And I just started rambling it off.

-sighs- They're a bunch of snot-nosed punks, but I feel sorry for two of them.  Their uncle hung himself in their own yard this summer...their older brother doesn't look too good.  I'm a teacher's aide for one of his classes...the poor kid looks depressed.  And the middle child, the sister...she looks like she's trying to hard.  She's become twice as bratty as she was last year...as if to cope.  I feel terrible for them.  The little one doesn't seem to get it, but he did the same thing his sister did...

I finally finished my lines for Tinker_Jet's 5th episode of her Detective Conan radioplay.  Hotmail sucks balls.  I can' t attach anything more than 10 MB, and my lines are are about 15 MB...so I'm trying to use megaupload so that I don't have to send two e-mails like last time.  I might have to get a new e-mail account, but really, that's just such a hassle.  So I'm not sure what I'm going to do right now.

I have homework to do, of course, but thankfully, it's really simple stuff.  I have to write a paragraph for Spanish, write another article for Creative Writing as well as come up with a timeline for something, and then I have some reading to do for College English.  I'll do the Spanish and English tonight, but I think I'll save CW for tomorrow...  It depends on my motivation, though.

I really just want to draw and write right now... My muse comes only when I have things that are necessary to do.  Go figure, right?  aowepruodk

I wish I could write on Birth of the Sun, though!  Ugh... I don't want to sit and convert it all into a script...but... I'm beginning to debate on whether I should or not.  I've been writing it in an episodic format because... in my head, the book progresses like an Anime.  So I thought, why not write episodes instead of chapters?  Thing is...it is my baby.  I've been working on BotS since Summer 2006.  Should I basically "trash" this "book" to make it into a series of scripted episodes?  I don't know... I could write it as both...but recently, I just haven't been into writing actual stories... Most of my ideas are coming as dialogue...description has suddenly failed me.  It's so weird.  It almost feels like I've gone blind to visual details and have only the ability to comprehend auditory situations and ideas.  I really don't pay much attention to what I see anymore...I noticed this over the summer.  About how I'd rather listen to things than I would watch them... Ugh....I don't know.

Frustrations, frustrations, frustrations, frustrations, frustrations!!!!  apowriu Take care everyone.